la gitanilla sin hogar...

in hold... así me siento...toda mi vida esta literalmente en espera...

• espero conseguir la casa de mis sueños (aunque sea estupido pensar que por una casa tendré una familia mas feliz)
• espero encontrame mas seguido con cierta persona (aunque para que las cosas funcionen tendría que encontrarME primero...)
• espero una nota de historia (aqui no hay aunques...solo ojalas)

espero tanto... y planeo poner en uso el lema no esperes nada del mundo...tal como sucede con las llamadas...el costo sube si la espera se hace mas larga...

nunca en mi vida me gusto esperar... nací sola (literalmente) y desde entonces la impaciencia va de la mano conmigo...uno de las des-virtudes como ser humano que trato de controlar día a día...

solía esperar a muchas personas...si hago un recuento de mi vida...siempre tuve que esperar a alguien...personas que crecían a su ritmo, que maduraban a su ritmo, que se humanizaban a su ritmo (porque hasta con robots me he chocado jajaja)...hasta hace una semana solía esperar a un alguien...pero eso ya se termino...se me acabaron las monedas para seguir esperando al otro lado del auricular...me harto el tururu monótono de las conversaciones...no tenia nada mas por decir y colgue...de ahi mi nueva maxima...(regresando al tema de las maletas en la vida)

IRE POR LA VIDA SIN EQUIPAJE EXTRA...

all you have to do is hold me...

I'm strong
But I break
I'm stubborn
And I make plenty of mistakes
Yeah I'm hard
And life with me is never easy
To figure out, to love
I'm jaded but oh so lovely
All you have to do is hold me
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be
If you'll trust me, love me, let me
Maybe, maybe

Someday
When we're at the same place
When we're on the same road
When it's okay to hold my hand
Without feeling lost
Without all the excuses
When it's just because you love me, you let me, you need me
Then maybe, maybe
All you have to do is hold me
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be
If you'll trust me, love me, let me
Maybe, maybe

I'm confusing as hell
I'm north and south
And I'll probably never have it all figured out
But what I know is I wasn't meant to walk this world without you
And I promise I'll try
Yeah I'm gonna try to give you every little part of me
Every single detail you missed with your eyes
Then maybe
Maybe, yeah maybe, maybe,maybe, yeah maybe

One day
We'll meet again and you'll need me, you'll see me completely
Every little bit
Oh yeah maybe you'll love me, you'll love me then

I don't want to be tough
And I don't want to be proud
I don't need to be fixed and I certainly don't need to be found
I'm not lost
I need to be loved
I just need to be loved
I just want to be loved by you and I won't stop 'cause I believe
That maybe, yeah maybe
Maybe, yeah maybe, maybe,maybe, yeah maybe

I should know better than to touch the fire twice
But I'm thinking maybe, yeah maybe you might

Maybe, love maybe